Tuesday, February 23, 2010
a very dear friend came up to me and says.. "nad i've got cancer."
my composure break apart when we say our goodbyes for the day.
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Wednesday, February 03, 2010
theres sooo many things going on at this particular moment to the extend i myself am lost!- ok partly because i wasnt even informed of whats going on.. theres saying of this and theres saying of that and theres saying that its CONFIRMED plus CHOP.
today. -RECORD BREAKING!
was intending to finished off my last night with an M&M rounds after shift -which i was only informed at 0300hrs laa.. it was interesting at its top! TRAUMA! obviously rights..
so when it ends, decided to say hello to the peeps in the tearoom only to find them "studying" for the BCLS+AED recertification. and i rmb only too clearly that i've written down my EXPIRED BCLS cert date on the form provided not too long ago. whats more shocking, today was the last day.
was super reluctant initially, but was persuaded plus the desire for self perseverance requires me to do otherwise.. besides whats soo difficult abt bcls and aed rights??!!
only when they hand you a booklet of 50qns! to be completed in 30mins. with a minimum of i dunno how many mistakes only!
cleared that, proceed to the 4 BCLS station..
cleared that, proceed to the next 2 AED station.
was utterly worried not having PREPARED FOR ANY OF THAT!
and was PLEASANTLY SURPRISED to find myself completing all of it first attempt! right after my nights!!
alhamdulillah! one thing less to worry about for at least the next 2 years or so!
PS i left the hospital at 2pm! amazing!
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its somewhat too late but ohh well.. happy new year to all!
countdown at work with lifei, maya and dr tay wm and had one of the most terrifying shift in 2009.. but we made it through and thankfully i wasnt i/c..
subsequently the days at work was horrifying.. having to open practically all the cubicles and giving away beds as soon as one patient leaves is speechless.. obvisouly my mood was affected as well.. i was cranky and nasty most of the time.. being extra nasty to those irritating ppl who REPEATEDLY called asking for bed when it has already been assigned.. and it doesnt help with drs who simply wants to make your life more miserable..
but anws. the past 2 working days was better.. and i really hope it remains the same.
i WOULDNT want to be back to those days where my life simply goes gg to work.. work OT -w/o being paid for it- goes home.. sleep cause the whole day has been exhausting and the next day the cycle repeats itself.. its a miserable life to live in..
hope tonight will be a good one! pray pray prays!
happy 20th bday to my dearest cousin amirah!! LOVE you lots lots lots..
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Saturday, December 19, 2009
bonus is super DUPER LOVED!!! hahahahs...
can i have bonus EVERY MONTH???!!!!
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
wishes that tmr will be a better day.. i vote GARY!
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Monday, December 14, 2009
its been a traumatising day.
was disappointed with how the day went by.
had a breather with raudah, huda and joey.-they had it worse..
mama shiels last day tmr..im really really REALLY sad..
never ending goodbyes...
PS: i went to the library just now! =)))!
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
its been more then a month.
im getting the feeling things will not get any better soon.
get the cold hard stare, the sarcastic criticism and the tons lot of nagging with my head bowed low.
cant think of a reason why do i keep trying but never seems to get everything right.
i know better then to mix job's and life's problems together.
but what if my job is my life??
im beginning to question myself yet again,
is this really due to competency or popularity votes??
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